A Narratival Context (My Life so Far) I, I, I, I,…
I have a girlfriend.
I have Asperger’s Syndrome.
I have Lord knows how long to graduate.
I suppose I should update my two readers as to what has been going on in my life. Sure.
I stumbled towards a relationship. Stumbled because everything I learned about pursuing a woman blew up in my face. I learned to dance, play music, became funny, attempted to be cool, just so that a woman could pay attention to me.
Instead, this woman paid attention to me because I witnessed to her sister about Jesus, more then that, because I befriended her with no strings attached. She liked me because I was myself, in my failures.
I did nothing to deserve this, truly.
I want to love her. Not in that dopamine high sort of sense, but rather, I want to appreciate her because I don’t deserve her. It’s a bit overwhelming at times because this relationship is rather new to me, and I don’t know how such things work.
I also found out that I have Asperger’s Syndrome. If you don’t know what that is, go to Wikipedia. Other then that, it means I’m socially awkward and obsessed with certain topics which makes me appear to be rather intelligent. Apparently the DSM-IV has a category for geek. But that’s besides the point.
It, the point? The point is, something that I have been struggling with my entire life has been diagnosed and is being treated. Finally. All those times that I felt awkward, unable to read the social atmosphere of a place, it has a name! Now I can just tell people to be patient with me just like the Father is patient with humanity to repent, and stuff. But that’s another story.
I, thirdly, finally accepted that I’m going to graduate late. Two classes this semester. Whatever. I’m going to have fun and make music, listen to music, and pursue peace.
I’ll end this post now, because now I need to write others. I have much to process ya know.
Aye!
